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Anonymous asked:
It's Valentine's day, sam has gone out with eileen, dean and cas are stuck in the bunker without dates or anything to do ...... The air conditioning stops working, it gets real hot and sweaty and they both decide they are wearing too many layers .... and whatever ensues I'll leave it up to you.

misha-moose-dean-burger-lover:

here you go, anon: (I had to retype this, and reedit this, with the help of the amazing @3dg310rdsupreme so like. just remember to curse tumblr before you start reading, cause that’s why it took ridiculously long:)

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“So?” Dean raises his eyebrows at Cas, starting to walk down the stairs with an angel by his side. They’ve just finished waving Sam and Eileen off to their date - which is exactly what it sounds like; he stood in the doorway, and Cas smiled from the doorway, until Sam’s car disappeared down the road. “Dinner?”

“Of course.” Cas nods. 

He’s not going to eat, but there’s a little something called company. Dean doesn’t want to eat alone. And what’s more, Dean’s even going to set up a plate for him. He started doing so a while back, cause otherwise it’s just like Cas is there to watch him.

And be it eating or sleeping - that’s always weird.

Walking all the way to the kitchen feels like trekking towards the centre of the Earth. Dean scrubs his face in annoyance, exhaling impatiently. He’s supposed to get used to it. 

It’s really hot. And they’re underground, in a windowless bunker. A bunker with a broken air-conditioner - it’s ancient; so that’s justifiable, was the general consensus, but Dean’s willing to bet it all boils down to their exceptional Chuck-induced bad luck, and Fortuna just wasn’t a good enough godly mechanic.

Or maybe she never anticipated that heroes could get hot, too. Sweating is for the weak and the transient - or some shit. Dean can practically picture her sneer.

Jesus, he hates her.

“Do you need help?” Cas says, once they’re in the kitchen. Dean turns around to blink at him, while he returns to the present. Cas manages to make it sound like were Dean to say yes, Cas would actually help him prepare food. 

Now, Cas is good for a lot of stuff. Strong, strategic, trustable instincts. Brave. But he isn’t worth shit in the kitchen. Dean isn’t really sure if Cas knows that but he hopes, for his sake, that he does. 

Yet, it’s an earnest question, ridiculous or not, so Dean earnestly shakes his head in response. “I made dinner while the rest of you were busy helping Sam choose a corset.”

It’s the kind of hot where Dean’s automatically surly. Sure, he generally is too - but right now, he doesn’t even have to try. 

“It was his shirt.” Cas corrects, simply, and Dean rolls his eyes at the walls as he turns around to get plates. “My advice was to go with the pecan.”

“Was he wearing a pie?” Dean throws back, dryly. He’s got the plates. Now he puts them on the table, and turns to fetch spoons. Cas is still standing, because of course he is. “Guess I wasn’t paying attention.”

“Pecan’s a shade of brown.” Cas states for the record, and Dean’s getting tired of Cas not going along with his lines. 

And he’s really getting tired of the goddamn heat. 

“Too bad. Now I want dessert. Way to ruin burgers, Cas.” Dean snaps, and Cas looks a little startled - and would you look at that. Even Cas is sweating. There’s beads of sweat on his forehead, and his coat seems even more uncomfortable than usual. 

Suck it, Fortuna. Real heroes sweat. 

“You know what?” Dean mutters, mostly to himself. He really is trying to be less of a jerk - but he can’t seem to help it. It’s Valentine’s day, and it’s hot. So he decides to stop talking, and takes off his jacket, a deep blue leather utility, and shucks it away on a counter. 

Cas seems to find this interesting, his eyes following Dean around the room; so then Dean does the first thing that comes to mind. 

He walks over to Cas, and holds his hand out. 

Cas stares at it, like he’s trying to figure out the purpose of its existence. Dean helps him, because he’s awesome like that.

“Your coat.” 

Because why the fuck not?

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Anonymous asked:
I feel like maybe people twist the whole Dean/Castiel thing. Like, of course, if you decide to look at EVERY relationship (even IRL), you can find reasons to believe they're in love with each other. Some people even make some good arguments about Dean and Sam (which I, personally, think is wrong, but that's just me). If you want to find signs, it's easy to find them. You can easily turn a joke, a flirtatious remark, into a "omg, this proves he's in love with him!!" when it's not serious.

casbean:

While it is easy to twist relationships (I agree with you about Wincest), I think it’s not for nothing that Destiel is such a big, popular pairing.

I’m going to try to give a little sample of the millions of reasons why we are so many to believe Destiel is a love story.

First of all, we all can notice that Dean has the capacity to form very strong bonds with the people around him. He quite quickly “adopts” people, and give a lot into his relationships, and will be extremely loyal and dedicated. For someone with such strong views of what a family is, he is quick to welcome people into his own, and consider them brothers and sisters. We all know he’d be ready to die for basically anyone, and he expresses and shows love (voluntarily or unconsciously) toward them quite a lot. Benny, Kevin, Charlie are just a few. Let’s have a little Dean love fest because we can all use it.

So of course Dean and Cas have a very strong relationship too. But I think there is a reason why so many people believe that it is more than that. It’s by looking at Dean’s other relationships, and looking at all their history together, that for me, personally, it’s very clear they have something more. And I know I’m not the only one.

I could write pages and pages of about when and why and how, but it’s late and I’m tired. But for me, the thing with Destiel is that the relationship somehow became much more than what anyone expected. I don’t know if it was because some writers wanted it, or the special chemistry between Jensen and Misha, or the story itself becoming bigger than one person or even a whole crew, but I feel like something happened with those two characters that nobody really expected. As I have said many times before, there are many, many different people working on the show, different writers, directors, actors, producers, etc, and in my opinion, one of the “problems” - or maybe why Destiel is so peculiar - is that some of them want a canon romantic relationship between Dean and Cas, while some really don’t. And we all know there are more than just that one aspect of the show that lack continuity because of the changing writers and directors, and it’s normal, that’s how it works. But it makes Destiel a little too close to reality for it’s own good.

Misha said it himself, actually: they all know it, but no one really talks about it. They all know that Dean and Cas share something more than what they share with anyone else. They all know that it’s really, really on the line. But no one talks about it. They just write and direct and act, and somehow, even if they don’t mean it to, for thousands of people it’s plain fucking obvious that they’re head over heels in love with each other. Yeah, some people don’t see it. But for others, it’s so fucking right there that it’s impossible to believe they’re not doing it on purpose. 

Now, let’s examine so facts.

About twisting things: yes, of course, sometimes joking about something doesn’t mean it’s real, but still, sometimes they kind of push it just a little too far.

Okay, ahah, funny.

Okay, pushing it a bit, but okay.

Okay seriously, did he really need to not say the word ass so everyone has to think of it, and then look down at Dean’s ass, obviously thinking of how he is supposed to fit in it, and Dean suddenly catching his thoughts, and then there is a way too long moment during which everyone in the room imagines how Cas could fit in Dean’s ass. And also well Bobby’s face is like the best thing to ever happen in the history of the world.

So yeah, they joke about it, but they push it way more than they need to. 

As for real canon things about their relationship, there are so many I can’t even begin to try to think of them all so I’ll just throw in a few that I have near.

First, it’s canon that everyone knows they like each other a little too much for their own good, and share something different that can’t really be explained.

Classics, but still. Friendly reminder that Meg and Cas did share a canon romantic interest. Just saying.

Second, do I really need to go over the whole Cas turning against everything he believed in just for Dean and basically giving him everything, and for what really?

Or Dean basically turning into a killing machine and spending months in purgatory only looking for Cas, who had basically abandoned him?

Now, I went over my different destiel tags and saw so many great posts analyzing so many different aspects of their relationships, but I don’t know where to start with that so let’s just look at how they look at each other or act with each other in general. If you want more you can go here: (x) or here (x). Those are my #destiel faith and #canonstiel tags.

So.

Sometime I wonder if Jensen realizes how he makes it look. If it’s something between Jensen and Misha. If it’s intended or not. But I mean…

and the way they look at each other

touch each other

By the way I will never ever get over the purgatory hug like never. The way Cas looks down and frowns, and the way it lasts a little too long, how Cas doesn’t know what to do, and he doesn’t feel like he deserves this act of affection, and his hand cramping because he feels like he should be doing something, giving something back, but he can’t. THAT HUG.

Also:

The way Dean reacts to Cas seeing porn on his computer.

Let’s all remember that he watches asian cartoon porn while Sam is in the room and calmly discusses porn with Charlie, while she’s literally going through his porn box. Everyone knows he likes asian porn and he doesn’t care. Except with Cas.

Dean and Sam’s reactions when learning Cas had sex:

Sam raises his eyebrows…. Dean literally chokes. And LOOK AT SAM. The first thing he does is look at Dean, and then back at Cas, like “dude, he is right here”. I mean, seriously what was the directing for that? 

And here are some commentaries from the cast and crew on Dean and Cas’ relationship, and the way it’s portrayed.

And to put an end to this very long post, let’s have some awesome comparison between Destiel and actual, very well known romantic relationships.

So yeah basically this is about 1% of the reasons why Destiel is so popular and different and why it’s love.

This post is very far from complete but it’s late and I’m tired but there are a thousand more gifs and reasons and arguments so if anyone has anything to add, please do so!

jenmishrob:

jenmishrob:

jenmishrob:

tenderest lines in supernatural:

• “i’m the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition”
• “i’m haunted, i rebelled, and i did it all, all of it, for you”
• “castiel? oh, he’s not here. you see he has this weakness, he likes you”
• “my superiors have begun to question my sympathies” “your sympathies?” “i was getting too close to the humans in my charge. you”
• “cas, we’ve talked about this. personal space” “my apologies”
• “so what, i’m thelma, you’re louise and we’re just gonna hold hands and sail off this cliff together?” 
• “it’s been a long time since i laughed that hard. oh it’s been more than a long time. years”
• “what? i like past you”
• “are you coming?” “of course”
• “don’t ever change”
• “cas, not for nothing, but the last person who looked at me like that, i got laid”
• “sorry, you have me confused with the other angel. you know the one in the dirty trench coat who’s in love with you”
• “dean and i do share a more profound bond”
• “why does it always gotta be me the one who makes the call? it’s not like cas lives in my ass, dude’s bussy… cas get out of my ass” “i was never in your-”
• “…the stench of that impala’s all over your overcoat, angel”
• “i’m doing this for you, dean. i’m doing this because of you”
• “dean, i do everything you ask, i always come when you call”
• “don’t make me lose you too”
• “a part of me always believed you’ll come back”
• “ask him, he was your boyfriend first”
• “i’ll find a way to redeem myself to you”
• “i’d rather have you, cursed or not”
• “well, we’re probably gonna die tomorrow so…” “well i’ll go with you”
• “let me bottom line it for you: i’m not leaving here without you. understand” “i understand”
• “i prayed to you cas, every night”
• “cas, buddy, i need you”
• “ i’ve been trying to stay one step ahead of them to - to keep them away from you”
• “why didn’t you wait for me” “well i didn’t get killed, and it worked” “and if it didn’t?” “it would have been my problem” “well, that’s not the way i see it”
• “where the hell are you man?” “in a hospital” “are you okay?” “no” “you wanna elaborate?”
• “talk to me”
• “i won’t hurt dean”
• “we’re family. we need you. i need you”
• “you can’t save everyone my friend, though you try”
• “so this is it. E.T goes home”
• “i know you think that i’m pissed at you, but i don’t care that the angels fell”
• “please man i need you here”
• “you sure you’re alright?” “yes… are you? there’s something different about you”
• “cas, you just gave up an entire army for one guy”
• “ -arguably the most powerful instrument in the history of the universe – is in pieces, and for what again? oh, that’s right – to save dean winchester”
• “you draped yourself with the flag of heaven but ultimately, it was all about saving one human, right?”
• “dean, you know i always appreciate our talks, our time together”
• “and when you turn, and you will turn, sam, and everyone you know, everyone you love they could be long dead. everyone except me”
• “so if there’s even a small chance that we can save you, i won’t let you out of this room”
• “i could go with you”
• “i’m not gonna send lucifer into battle inside of cas, what if he doesn’t make it?”
• “cas is family”
• “well, i ain’t exactly a role model” “that’s not true”
• “how are you dean?” “fine. i’m great” “no, you’re not”
• “god, i was so stupid” “you were stupid for the right reasons”
• “now you tell me. the mark…” “oh, you’re worried about me after everything i-” “dean, is it gone?” “yes, i’m good” 
• “i wouldn’t be much use. i don’t have my powers” “so? i’ve never had powers”
• “it’s a gift, you keep those”
• “it’s good to have you back cas”
• “how long was i gone?” “too damn long”
• “well, i said we needed a big win. we got cas, that’s a pretty damn big win”
• “just act like you’re from tombstone. the movie. i made you watch it” “yes, the one with guns and tuberculosis. i’m your huckleberry” 
• “you mean we?” “yes, dumbass, we. you, me and sam. we’re just better together”

• “dean, you asked what about all of this is real. we are”

• “i left, but you didn’t stop me”
  
• “i should’ve stopped you”
• “i forgive you. of course i forgive you. i’m sorry it took me so long- i’m sorry it took me until now to say it”
• “what happened?” “they were after me, not you. i figured it would be safest to give myself up”
  
• “you did it, cas. you did it”